ESSAY ON WHAT IS & ISN'T by Cameron Awkward-Rich

to c.e.


When a man says knife

is no form of seduction


he means he’s never been

split. But doesn’t everyone


have a seam? Unravel

to dark sugar?




He tore a hole where there was

no hole, a dagger flat


against my tongue.  Was it

violence? Yes. Also


I found a name then, became

stranger to everyone but me.


When a hole is open, anyone can use it.

I can cleave, push inside.




Once, I only ate what wouldn’t

nourish. I had one mouth. Grew


thin as a wire.              Boy,

in the beginning, a blade


severed the line, made you

a body & isn’t that


when you learned hunger?



Cameron Awkward-Rich is the author of Sympathetic Little Monster (Ricochet Editions, 2016) and the chapbook Transit (Button Poetry, 2015). A Cave Canem fellow and poetry editor for Muzzle Magazine, Cam's poems have appeared/are forthcoming in The Journal, The Offing, Vinyl, Nepantla, Indiana ReviewDrunken Boat, and elsewhere. Cam is currently a doctoral candidate in Modern Thought & Literature at Stanford University and has essays forthcoming/in Science Fiction Studies and Signs: Journal of Women in Culture and Society.



Twitter: @cawkward_rich




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